Friday, October 13, 2006
haha..sorry..the reason why i have not update my blog for so long is because i am preparing my new blog..ok! must link me ok! take care everyone!
"http://blog.xuite.net/stephpoh12/tadpole"
i will never let you go;
5:55 AM
Friday, September 15, 2006
wow.. today is friday! can you believe it?? so fast! it might be good to somepeople but not me.. because it shows that my final year exam is coming really soon..best loh..that means left two weeks and five days..so fast! am i dreaming?? i'm sure i'm not.. wow.. today on the way home with hui ting and simin outside compass point.. there were two guys riding two bikes and one of them is trying to ride between three of us.. when we let him ,his friend praise him .. and without thinking the four letter words..i really dun noe my mouth will come out that word leh.. best..i never say this word before leh..and i DUN WAN TO sAY LOH!best... God control my mouth please.. i truly know all those word are not good for me.. God help me! forgive my sin lord.. hmm.. today band is not bad.. we did drill.. hmm..quite fun to me.. we march and play alot of note ,is so tiring and breathless..haha.. hmm..band jia you.jia you..lets work hard for next year syf.we shall get gold medal... we get do it! someone spoils my mood loh..just playing only..why so fierce ! haiz.. dots.. ok..i shall not bother..i am going to study ..bye..take care everyone!
i will never let you go;
7:35 AM
Monday, September 11, 2006
wow.. one week holiday is really fast.Today is the start of a new term, it seems to be quite boring but i'm quie frustrated because the class was so noisy..why can't they be silent? i am trying very hard to forcus listening to my teacher but is so difficult. everyone were talking except afew. i almost going to scold them, but i just bear with it.. haiz..they don't feel sad about their mid year exam result meh? i am quite sad with my results.. i fail one subject,i want to pass it this term and i also want to get better results for other subjects.i really hope they will woke up now,time is running out. left three weeks only leh and i am trying my best to catch up too.. God i need you! i need more strength,strengthen me lord.. give me more knowledge and wisdom..Guard my heart ! in jesus name,i pray amen!
i will never let you go;
4:28 AM
hmm.. is being a long time i update my blog. actually few weeks ago i already trying to update, but after typing my com jam..aiyo..i wrote so long leh..haha.but is alright..haha..finally i have uploaded the song that i wish to let all my friends to hear..that song is called "everything to me" is really meaningful..
here is the lyris:
I grew up in sunday school
I memorized the Golden rule
And how Jesus came to set the sinner free
I know the story inside out
I can tell you all about
The path that led Him up to Calvary
But ask me why He loves me
And I don't know what to say
But i'll never be the same
Because he changed my life when He became...
Everything to me
He's more than a story
more than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything, everything to me
We're living in uncertain times
And more and more I find that i'm aware
Of just how fragile life can be
I want to tell the world I found
A love that turned my life around
They need to know that they can taste and see
Now everyday I'm praying
Just to give my heart away
I want live for Jesus
So that someone else might see that he is...
Everything to me
He's more than a story
more than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything
And looking back over my life at the end
I'll go to meet you saying you've been...
You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history
You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history
You're the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
You're everything to me
Lord, you're everything to me
it really touches my heart,yes he is more than a story to me, without him i don't know how am i going to survive! thank God for he is with me throughout everything
i will never let you go;
3:47 AM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
hmm..long time did not update..so sorry..becoz i am having my common test and alot of things,i really need to catch up .. hmm..i still left one more paper which is f&n..wahaha..jia you! this time my results surely will not be as good as last term.. but is alright i am going to work really hard ,i should not carry on wasting my time.. i should spead my time wisely.. hmm..i really need to wake up and stop day dreaming.. i am keep thinking why am i doing this whole term,i really slack alot .. haiz.. this time surely disappoint my family members again..i am not confident to get top 10 in normal stream anymore..But i will try really really hard man.. I'm sure God will bless me more.. Give me more strength, knowledge and wisdom..i really wan to thank God for showing me the way again becoz this few weeks, i have been quite lost.. i just can't find the reason.. today Bs topic is on "pride" i believe this might be the reason why i fall again.. i think i never realise i really puff up after i won Nc superstar.. i really dun wan to be proud..i hate to be proud.. i hate to be lost,i am so afraid to lose God.. He is everything to Me! Father thanks for your love for me,although again and again i disobey u but u are still there for me..i am really not worth it but u still love me so..i love u lord!LOrd forgive my sin help me to be more like u,help me to obey your word,help me to humble myself down.in Jesus name,i pray!
i will never let you go;
8:23 AM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
hmm... yesterday was national day celeration but is not that simple..it is also NC superstar Final competition..i'm in the final.. oh..my.. need to go on stage two times..so scary..worst is solo.all of my friend was not with me. one after another finish their singing..finally is my turn..aiyo..stomach pain again..is alright..when i'm on stage ,it will be alright.. wait a min... the sound system uncle came and told me that my cd can't play..oh my gosh.. so Mr koh told me he will try to play using our school system.. if can't then i shall sing without music..hmm..everyone were very worry for me but in my mind only appear this sentence" will the judges minus marks if i sing without music?" hahaha.. ok..in the end the cd still can't play..so is alright to me.. and i'm imagine i am a singer singing in a concert..may be stefanie sun concert..she sang without music at the starting of a song.. so is like while u are walking out just start to sing..to me is so cool loh..not scary..dun noe why also.. God is really with me through out the whole singing.. i am just singing like i am having a concert.. i love that feeling man.. stage is my own..i wan to sing wat also can.. haha.. after singing ..alot of them say i am very brave but why i am very brave? i thought singing without music is a good thing.. so funny.. finally is my group turn..wow..we done a very good job man.. i love it.. yo..MEI QI,SIMIN,HUI WEN.. Listen up! all of u done a good job man..I LOVE U ALL..finally is result time... so scary... one by one went up and take their medals..left me and astrid!! a.....n....d second goes to s4 astrid.. oh..my.. i get champion..so cool lah..lucky my singing without music did not affect the results.. thank God.. ok..for the group.... so surprize.. we get the first too.. so now is the time for overall.. between group and solo champion.. haha..actually group win is also alright with me becoz i'm in the group too..overall is S5 stephanie poh..is me!! is me!! am i dreaming??i am the champion..i just can't believe until now.. but all the glory shall be given to God..hmm.. i also wan to thank two designer..one is my hair designer ,mei qi.. and another is my clothes designer ,simin.. thanks to two of u.. haha..continue to be my designer ok.. haha
i will never let you go;
7:38 AM
Thursday, July 27, 2006
i finally understand.....one most important thing is I NEVER LOOK DOWN ON u..i really never....why must i look down on u when i'm also not good in singing.. i even look down on myself most of the times becoz as a gal i got such a low normal voice..but when i hear u sing,i noe u wouldn't be like me got such low voice another reason is also becoz your brother got high voice also so u should have also,is just that i dunnoe how to train your high normal voice....btw u were my best frien and sister.. u are the one i always look for when i face my problem...there is no reason for me to look down on u.. if i want to look them on people , i rather look down on those who is very proud of themselves..i felt so disappointed when i read your blog,i have known u for two year and few months..but wat u say really hurt me deeply.am i that kind of person in your eye,u misunderstood me ,wat i say is not saying you are not good... i'm just trying to suggest some ideas that can help u...the cute i refer is just a method of how u sing..not your singing and overall your singing is good.. becoz i felt by changing that method might helps and improve u! does that means i am looking down on u? i really have no idea..is time to cool down and think abt it..
i will never let you go;
5:30 AM
Sunday, July 09, 2006
wahaha..long time did not update..sorry..hmm.. i have a wonderful week man... i felt so much stronger in my spiritual walk with GoD..i love sat service..wat kor kor lester says is true , we should come out from our comfort zone... time is short,we should do more things for GoD..but i'm sure alot of people face the same problem like mi ..which is dun have enough courage to come out from comfort zone..i really scared of rejection...but i really hope i could do more for GoD...hmm..during alta call..i went up.. asking for more..strength.... courage... knowledge...wisdom... things tht i can do for him.. i keep prayin in tongues.. GOD keep telling mi just do wat i wants u to do, dun bother wat others saying abt u... most important is wat i think and sees... dun be afraid..for the father is there for u .. i got the answer..cool.. then in the mind was blank after that..but i keep praying.. until jie jie alison came to pray for mi.. i dun noe why i felt so weak and tears keep dropping down from my eyes..i suddenly hopping to see him face to face so urgently.. then i found out actually i'm still so weak.. i might act like i'm a strong gal but GOD noes overall i'm still so weak in my heart.. although i really hope to see him face to face now...but i'm not going to end my life just like that..i must do more things for his glory..
i will never let you go;
8:25 AM
