Saturday, August 19, 2006
hmm..long time did not update..so sorry..becoz i am having my common test and alot of things,i really need to catch up .. hmm..i still left one more paper which is f&n..wahaha..jia you! this time my results surely will not be as good as last term.. but is alright i am going to work really hard ,i should not carry on wasting my time.. i should spead my time wisely.. hmm..i really need to wake up and stop day dreaming.. i am keep thinking why am i doing this whole term,i really slack alot .. haiz.. this time surely disappoint my family members again..i am not confident to get top 10 in normal stream anymore..But i will try really really hard man.. I'm sure God will bless me more.. Give me more strength, knowledge and wisdom..i really wan to thank God for showing me the way again becoz this few weeks, i have been quite lost.. i just can't find the reason.. today Bs topic is on "pride" i believe this might be the reason why i fall again.. i think i never realise i really puff up after i won Nc superstar.. i really dun wan to be proud..i hate to be proud.. i hate to be lost,i am so afraid to lose God.. He is everything to Me! Father thanks for your love for me,although again and again i disobey u but u are still there for me..i am really not worth it but u still love me so..i love u lord!LOrd forgive my sin help me to be more like u,help me to obey your word,help me to humble myself down.in Jesus name,i pray!
i will never let you go;
8:23 AM
