# ~`StEphaNie`~#

sorry!

2006-10-13T05:55:00.000-07:00

haha..sorry..the reason why i have not update my blog for so long is because i am preparing my new blog..ok! must link me ok! take care everyone! "http://blog.xuite.net/stephpoh12/tadpole"

first week is over!

2006-09-15T07:35:00.000-07:00

wow.. today is friday! can you believe it?? so fast! it might be good to somepeople but not me.. because it shows that my final year exam is coming really soon..best loh..that means left two weeks and five days..so fast! am i dreaming?? i'm sure i'm not.. wow.. today on the way home with hui ting and simin outside compass point.. there were two guys riding two bikes and one of them is trying to ride between three of us.. when we let him ,his friend praise him .. and without thinking the four letter words..i really dun noe my mouth will come out that word leh.. best..i never say this word before leh..and i DUN WAN TO sAY LOH!best... God control my mouth please.. i truly know all those word are not good for me.. God help me! forgive my sin lord.. hmm.. today band is not bad.. we did drill.. hmm..quite fun to me.. we march and play alot of note ,is so tiring and breathless..haha.. hmm..band jia you.jia you..lets work hard for next year syf.we shall get gold medal... we get do it! someone spoils my mood loh..just playing only..why so fierce ! haiz.. dots.. ok..i shall not bother..i am going to study ..bye..take care everyone!

1st day of term 4

2006-09-11T04:28:00.000-07:00

wow.. one week holiday is really fast.Today is the start of a new term, it seems to be quite boring but i'm quie frustrated because the class was so noisy..why can't they be silent? i am trying very hard to forcus listening to my teacher but is so difficult. everyone were talking except afew. i almost going to scold them, but i just bear with it.. haiz..they don't feel sad about their mid year exam result meh? i am quite sad with my results.. i fail one subject,i want to pass it this term and i also want to get better results for other subjects.i really hope they will woke up now,time is running out. left three weeks only leh and i am trying my best to catch up too.. God i need you! i need more strength,strengthen me lord.. give me more knowledge and wisdom..Guard my heart ! in jesus name,i pray amen!

hello..

2006-09-11T03:47:00.000-07:00

hmm.. is being a long time i update my blog. actually few weeks ago i already trying to update, but after typing my com jam..aiyo..i wrote so long leh..haha.but is alright..haha..finally i have uploaded the song that i wish to let all my friends to hear..that song is called "everything to me" is really meaningful.. here is the lyris: I grew up in sunday school I memorized the Golden rule And how Jesus came to set the sinner free I know the story inside out I can tell you all about The path that led Him up to Calvary But ask me why He loves me And I don't know what to say But i'll never be the same Because he changed my life when He became... Everything to me He's more than a story more than words on a page of history He's the air that I breath The water I thirst for And the ground beneath my feet He's everything, everything to me We're living in uncertain times And more and more I find that i'm aware Of just how fragile life can be I want to tell the world I found A love that turned my life around They need to know that they can taste and see Now everyday I'm praying Just to give my heart away I want live for Jesus So that someone else might see that he is... Everything to me He's more than a story more than words on a page of history He's the air that I breath The water I thirst for And the ground beneath my feet He's everything And looking back over my life at the end I'll go to meet you saying you've been... You're everything to me You're more than a story More than words on a page of history You're everything to me You're more than a story More than words on a page of history You're the air that I breath The water I thirst for And the ground beneath my feet You're everything to me Lord, you're everything to me it really touches my heart,yes he is more than a story to me, without him i don't know how am i going to survive! thank God for he is with me throughout everything

God is awesome!!!

2006-08-19T08:23:00.000-07:00

hmm..long time did not update..so sorry..becoz i am having my common test and alot of things,i really need to catch up .. hmm..i still left one more paper which is f&n..wahaha..jia you! this time my results surely will not be as good as last term.. but is alright i am going to work really hard ,i should not carry on wasting my time.. i should spead my time wisely.. hmm..i really need to wake up and stop day dreaming.. i am keep thinking why am i doing this whole term,i really slack alot .. haiz.. this time surely disappoint my family members again..i am not confident to get top 10 in normal stream anymore..But i will try really really hard man.. I'm sure God will bless me more.. Give me more strength, knowledge and wisdom..i really wan to thank God for showing me the way again becoz this few weeks, i have been quite lost.. i just can't find the reason.. today Bs topic is on "pride" i believe this might be the reason why i fall again.. i think i never realise i really puff up after i won Nc superstar.. i really dun wan to be proud..i hate to be proud.. i hate to be lost,i am so afraid to lose God.. He is everything to Me! Father thanks for your love for me,although again and again i disobey u but u are still there for me..i am really not worth it but u still love me so..i love u lord!LOrd forgive my sin help me to be more like u,help me to obey your word,help me to humble myself down.in Jesus name,i pray!

Am i dreaMING??? A blEssED day

2006-08-09T07:38:00.000-07:00

hmm... yesterday was national day celeration but is not that simple..it is also NC superstar Final competition..i'm in the final.. oh..my.. need to go on stage two times..so scary..worst is solo.all of my friend was not with me. one after another finish their singing..finally is my turn..aiyo..stomach pain again..is alright..when i'm on stage ,it will be alright.. wait a min... the sound system uncle came and told me that my cd can't play..oh my gosh.. so Mr koh told me he will try to play using our school system.. if can't then i shall sing without music..hmm..everyone were very worry for me but in my mind only appear this sentence" will the judges minus marks if i sing without music?" hahaha.. ok..in the end the cd still can't play..so is alright to me.. and i'm imagine i am a singer singing in a concert..may be stefanie sun concert..she sang without music at the starting of a song.. so is like while u are walking out just start to sing..to me is so cool loh..not scary..dun noe why also.. God is really with me through out the whole singing.. i am just singing like i am having a concert.. i love that feeling man.. stage is my own..i wan to sing wat also can.. haha.. after singing ..alot of them say i am very brave but why i am very brave? i thought singing without music is a good thing.. so funny.. finally is my group turn..wow..we done a very good job man.. i love it.. yo..MEI QI,SIMIN,HUI WEN.. Listen up! all of u done a good job man..I LOVE U ALL..finally is result time... so scary... one by one went up and take their medals..left me and astrid!! a.....n....d second goes to s4 astrid.. oh..my.. i get champion..so cool lah..lucky my singing without music did not affect the results.. thank God.. ok..for the group.... so surprize.. we get the first too.. so now is the time for overall.. between group and solo champion.. haha..actually group win is also alright with me becoz i'm in the group too..overall is S5 stephanie poh..is me!! is me!! am i dreaming??i am the champion..i just can't believe until now.. but all the glory shall be given to God..hmm.. i also wan to thank two designer..one is my hair designer ,mei qi.. and another is my clothes designer ,simin.. thanks to two of u.. haha..continue to be my designer ok.. haha

why?i'm so hurt!

2006-07-27T05:30:00.000-07:00

i finally understand.....one most important thing is I NEVER LOOK DOWN ON u..i really never....why must i look down on u when i'm also not good in singing.. i even look down on myself most of the times becoz as a gal i got such a low normal voice..but when i hear u sing,i noe u wouldn't be like me got such low voice another reason is also becoz your brother got high voice also so u should have also,is just that i dunnoe how to train your high normal voice....btw u were my best frien and sister.. u are the one i always look for when i face my problem...there is no reason for me to look down on u.. if i want to look them on people , i rather look down on those who is very proud of themselves..i felt so disappointed when i read your blog,i have known u for two year and few months..but wat u say really hurt me deeply.am i that kind of person in your eye,u misunderstood me ,wat i say is not saying you are not good... i'm just trying to suggest some ideas that can help u...the cute i refer is just a method of how u sing..not your singing and overall your singing is good.. becoz i felt by changing that method might helps and improve u! does that means i am looking down on u? i really have no idea..is time to cool down and think abt it..

my purpose of my life..

2006-07-09T08:25:00.000-07:00

wahaha..long time did not update..sorry..hmm.. i have a wonderful week man... i felt so much stronger in my spiritual walk with GoD..i love sat service..wat kor kor lester says is true , we should come out from our comfort zone... time is short,we should do more things for GoD..but i'm sure alot of people face the same problem like mi ..which is dun have enough courage to come out from comfort zone..i really scared of rejection...but i really hope i could do more for GoD...hmm..during alta call..i went up.. asking for more..strength.... courage... knowledge...wisdom... things tht i can do for him.. i keep prayin in tongues.. GOD keep telling mi just do wat i wants u to do, dun bother wat others saying abt u... most important is wat i think and sees... dun be afraid..for the father is there for u .. i got the answer..cool.. then in the mind was blank after that..but i keep praying.. until jie jie alison came to pray for mi.. i dun noe why i felt so weak and tears keep dropping down from my eyes..i suddenly hopping to see him face to face so urgently.. then i found out actually i'm still so weak.. i might act like i'm a strong gal but GOD noes overall i'm still so weak in my heart.. although i really hope to see him face to face now...but i'm not going to end my life just like that..i must do more things for his glory..

God I really need your help!

2006-06-11T10:44:00.000-07:00

God,i today quarrel with my brother three times leh and two times with my mum...best lahx...why i did it again..lucky they forgive me..ya..everyone is saying my brother is very good.. ya..I ADMIT MY BROTHER IS THE BEST...and sorry kor..always make u angry and make alot of trouble for u!haiz..i read someone blog..i felt so sad for her.. i really have no idea to help her except praying..actually wan to share my experience with her but i jus can't open my mouth to tell her abt it..how??? Jus hope time and God will faster heal her hurt..hmm..i pray for all those who are hurt that God will cover all their hurt and strengthen them amen!

i'm excited!

2006-06-09T04:58:00.000-07:00

wahaha..my BrotHer iS reAchIng homE in A fEw hoUrs timE..cooL..i misS alL my ChUrCh FriEnds anD mY dearest bro & sis sia..tHis Few DayS i Felt sO lOneLy WitHoUt thEm..especially my gals friends..hmm...i'm so tired.i really hope to see God soon... everything makes me so dried...i'm not going to bother anything..and i'm ready to give up everything for him alone..Nothing is going to stop me from going to God..

2006-06-05T07:00:00.000-07:00

wahaha..this is best friend and my super good dar dar plus sisters in my primary school... even now we are still very good friends..ha..

Praise thE KING OF KING and THE LORD OF LORD

2006-05-23T08:23:00.000-07:00

ha..hello..i'm so happy...i pass all my exam althought the results is not good..ha.i got first in science...Is a "A".. but quite low 77.5 only..actually i expect it to be like 80..but i did not get the high..is alright.. i will work harder for term 3..jia you..jia you... btw i really praise the Lord for blessing me..without him i wouldn't pass..is really miracle for all my subject...especially for my geo..becoz is the last paper..so i dun feel like studying anymore and i kept calling my friend to chat with her..and walking around and watching tv.. after that i did study,but i could not get all the information into my mind..when i got back my result,i was so shocked.. i thought i surely get the lowest between mq and sm... but i get second.. praise the lord..ha..yesterday i was doing my devotion and when i start readin my bible ,i can't stop myself from reading..everything seems so interesting..ha.. ok..i need to go to sleep already.. tomorrow still got school..left three more days..

I nEeD yOu LORD!

2006-05-20T22:16:00.000-07:00

ThiS feW DaYs i kEeP woNderIng wAt cAn i dO fOr GOD?I wAs Quite SaD on Friday becoz during recess ,i went back to my last year classmates class..then they were toking abt chalet stuff...so i just stand behind one of my closer Guy friend..i didn't say anything..He suddenly turn back and said "u dun need to tell me that u are not going..and i already know the reason why Becoz u have already told me"i was so shocked and disppointed..ok! i admit i am a chatterbox..and i could tok and dun realize that i'm repeating the same thing.. becoz i dun noe whether i got tell this friend before..so i said it again..i was so sad throughout the whole day..i almost cried in the band room..and the LORD said to me.. "dun cry, my child .no matter wat people says,u are still precious to me.." i felt so touched..and i was so happy after that..when i try to think of it..i could not feel the pain anymore..This is hOw wonderful GOd is!! praise the Lord!! while using msn..i tok to one of my friend, I tRy to cOunSel mY FrIeND To stOp beIng wIth thOse frIends whiCh is nOt wOrth IT to bE wiTh.. aFter suCh LonG tIme saying him.. he seems to be willing to change..but he says is difficult to turn back already..i keep asking GOd wat can i help him? then he said lol.. i said tht i felt he dun wan to change but in my mind i knew that he wanted to change but he keep thinking that he cannot turn back already..why i said that to him..he said he is disppointed in me becoz he say he thought i understand abit.. but acually even me also dun understand him..i am really sad.. i keep crying and asking GOD wat am i going to do now?i spoil the chance to make him turn back to who he used to be! now i could only prayed that he could realize that is not worth to be with those friends..and actually we understand him..and we could be trustd on..

hi!everyone

2006-05-12T10:31:00.000-07:00

helo! i'm back!! ha.. i'm too lazy to update! my Life have been blessed by God..everything went smoothly..i jus finish my exam few days ago..wow..felt so relaxed now..but bored becoz nothing to do..oh..ya..thanks! lynette xiaomei for sms me every morning to give me moral support! ha..I lurve U ,xiao mei! during the exam period , i have learn something.. becoz i was very scared and stressed abt my results,and i kept askin God why i felt that u are not helpin me at all..then after sunday service..on the way home..i heard from God that he did not leave me at all..he is still with me and helping me.. is jus that i dun have enough faith in him..and i remember that we should not only depend on our own understanding and i start to depend more on God.i try my best in the test and others leave to GOd.oh.ya..and rest of the paper , i felt more relax.. that feeling is super good..God is always so wonderful and he will never forsake us! oh..ya..mothers' day is coming..faster take this chance to show how much u love her..example:hug her and say i love u mum!ha..although quite er.....ha.. and your mum might say aiyo..u ar..dun hug me lah..but i'm sure in their heart ,they were very very happy ,touch and felt that everything they did for us is worth it.. so! MY DEAR MUM,HAPPY MOTHER's DAY! i LURVE U MUM!no matter how many times u nag at me..U ARE STILL THE BEST! becoz all u did is good for us!I Know U are not good in expressing yourself so always when u care for us , is like scolding.. but i know it..so i won't blame u!i LURVE U MUM!"forgive me if i make u angry!ok..stop here..i need to sleep already..take care everyone! remember to go and hug your mum and say i lurve u to her..oh ya..and say "thanks for everything wat u have done for me"...

2006-05-09T23:55:00.000-07:00

This is my DeAr siSter! we BotH lOoK qUite aLikE riGhT!Ha... Jie i LurVe u! DuN FoRGet Me aNd tHe whOlE faMiLy wilL aLwAys Be ThErE FoR u AnD sUppOrt u!*MuAck!~ taKe CaRe!

My cOusiNs anD siSteRs

2006-04-24T02:35:00.000-07:00

this is all my darlingz.. that girl iin blue is my lynette xiaomei ,she is carrying my twins cousin(annette) which is the older.. then beside her is my serene da jie(yellow shirt) and below is of course is my cousin younger twins sister(jeanette)..beside her is my older than me one year cousin and she is my joyce san jie.. and of course beside her is me!wahaha..

thank you Lord!

2006-04-22T06:46:00.000-07:00

Dear Lord tHanks For fOrGivIng mE No maTter hOW i DisObEy u! I WilL NeVeR Do It aGain.. GoD i prAy tHat u RealLy MakE Me inTo a BrighT anD shiNniNg liGhT fOr u..guArd My Heart and my MouTh sO tHat i Won't sAy aNyThiNg ThAt HuRts My FriEnds... UsE mE mOre in EvEry WheRe..I dOn't wAnT to Be thE oLd STEPHANIE.. who Just go to church and NeVer chAnge at alL ... i waNt tO bE a BeTteR pErsOn.. aMen!!

ComE to me ,all you who are weary and burdened,and i will give you rest.take my yoke upon you and learn fron my, for i am gentle and humble in heart and you will find rest for your souls..matthew 11:28-29

2006-03-18T23:48:00.000-08:00

thIs is ouR PictuRe wHEn we Sec 1 and 2..or 2 or 3..see lah..all in long-hair..ha..

sec 3 camp!

2006-03-12T06:02:00.000-08:00

yo.. i jus got back from my sec 3 camp.. it was quite fun... i love kayaking so fun.. ha.. and my friend was mad abt the trainer... i think he look like a korean.. may be becoz of his small eyes..ha..but he is a singaporean.. ha..i like my group which is form by my new class..alot of people in my class got leadership quality... so good..i dun like eating time becoz we have to squeeze... not enough space for us to eat..but very happy that is over.. i know them better already.. i like the river crossing too.. although was very dirty.. but that time i felt more comfortable to be in their class... becoz they really help each other... i really like my trainer..she was so patient with us.. i will always remember her... really thanks for teaching and helping us so much..oh..ya.. i pass all my test... thanks God..

nothing to do

2006-02-27T05:05:00.000-08:00

aiyo.. common test finally is over...wahaha... i am not scared abt my results at all ...may be i had did my best ,it's all up to God to help...so God please bless me ok.. i dun mind jus pass by few marks..ha.. today i heard tht i pass my physics test....18 or 18 1/2 over 25.. wahaha..so happy.. at least i pass... i just now quarrel with my dad abt my phone bill... actually i got two phone ,one for sms and another for calling in.. but both of the bill burst... so sad loh..i quarrel with my dad again..my brother like not happy that i could buy new hp..becoz he think dad is so unfair haiz..becoz that i dun noe wan to buy new hp anot!haiz... God forgive my sins for argue with my parents..and change bad charactor of mine into usefulness.. can?? should be can?ya..my God can do anything..God i know u are still the best.. i LURVE u!! *mUACK!!*LEt tok abt last sat service ,my dad went to parents appreciation day..praise GOD!! huray!!i heard him singing during worship time ..cool.. then pastor chad told all the parent wat they have been toking abt this past few weeks.. ya..True Love Waits.. and most important we should stay pure for our future mate.. i will stay pure before i get marry.. i promise.. haiz..i think being love feels better than u like someone..dun noe why.. i really hope i faster grow up...may be becoz like that if u stead with someone then won't have to hide.. scared parents know..ha..BUT..READER...DUN THINK TOO MUCH..i DUN have stead... this is all wat i feel only.....

one word to describle my precious GOD awesome...

2006-02-19T01:06:00.000-08:00

GOD u really good to me.... u did not forsake me no matter wat i have did... and whenever i am in low mood , u encourage and give me strength to carry on my way...last week is a difficult week for me to handle.. luckily i still got u , who everyday refresh me with your presence at home..i seems to miss my church friends in everyday... i also dun noe why... thanks for speaking to me in every situation...GOD , i pray for candy ..u give her the strength to carry on the walk with u... i pray for my parent,grandparent and friends to have salvation..i pray that u bless them in everything they do.. thank you lord...

i'm tired!!!

2006-02-17T06:59:00.000-08:00

GOD,am i the one who change in mq msn nick...i think so. becoz is either me,wilson or aaron.. wilson and aaron seldom tok to them already.. left me.. am i still the same in your eyes.. i am confused..i tired of all things that trouble me.. i jus wan to walk in your way but like everything i do is wrong..wat should i do?? God give me strength,wisdom and knowledge to do everything please....

what have i done wrong???

2006-02-15T19:47:00.000-08:00

actually i am quite happy in school this morning but during recess.. one of my best friend which is different class with me start to ignore me when i ask him something.. i was so sad..it's terrible to have that kind of feeling.. wat did i do and make him ignore me again??? so confused..i think simin and mei qi noe why!!i wish to noe.. but dun noe they wan to tell me anot!haiz.. actually since he first start to ignore me , i already felt so unwelcome to that class.. i felt being told that me and him already in different class so dun always come and find them.. i felt so left out already..how??? GOD i'm so sad..i really have no idea wat to do..

went out wif my sister..

2006-02-12T06:52:00.000-08:00

ya..today so happy..went out wif lynette and serene..so fun.. but joyce did not go ..so sad.. but it's all right..may be she really very busy studying.. we walk around TM ..waitin for someone to look for us after mighty kids at church.we were so hungry.. but we still wait until like 1 ..then go long john sliver to eat..before that we went to toysrus to walk ,everything seems to be so cute..while walking me and serene saw a special bottle tht is quite cool..so we bought it.. (if wan to noe wat is it,then go and check it out yourself) ha.. then we went yamaha..wow..my precious clarinet.. ha.. so cool.. can i have one of my own..after tht we went to ice lemon tea and saw some earings which is 3 pair for $5 so we decided to buy..and exchange for different colours..ha..we decided to wear it on next sunday.. that someone is actually andrew lah..ha..when he reach ,everyone become so quiet and shy.. i dun noe wat to do... but i noe GOD will make a way.. After eating , everyone dun noe wan to go where so jus walk around..me trying to be lame.. me and serene keep walking in front so she and andrew can tok.but both of them were so shy.. one walking infront then another behind..haiz.. me have to keep thinking of idea to let them tok and walk together..in the end went to the starbucks there and sit down to do maths..funny right!! ha.. after a while we go to century square finally they are toking to each other more often.. or else i really dun have idea already! we went to mount zion christian bookshop and i bought a bookmarks and cards for my friend to encourage her.. and i again saw this book that i wan.. still so expensive but in the end i decided to buy..becoz i felt this book is useful to me.. and i could lend to my friends to read it also.. the book is called the power of a praying teen.. after that we got nothing to do again..then we sit outside starbucks.. then i take out my gift which is from serene and start playing wif it.. i'm intersted to noe whether there is how many saga seeds in it..so i called lynette to help me count.. and andrew counted the seeds wif her..both of them were so funny.. they say is 418 but i'm not very sure is it correct..but never mind at least they have a nice time countin it.. soon is time for them to go back to church for dance practice..ya..me and serene can go home already..so tired.. serene accompany me until the traffic light.. then i have to continue walking to the bus stop.. luckily i reach the bus stop before the bus reach..ha.. so sleepy in the bus..ha..ok..i need to sleep already..stop here.

i must

2006-01-22T02:56:00.000-08:00

i know my heart is waiting for something..but i also noe i cannot carry on like this.. if i carry on like this , plan that GOD has for me surely will be spoil..so i keep telling myself i must forget about it...i must never turn back and look at the past..i can only look at my future.i know i can do it de...jia you..yes!GOD thanks for always being there for me,and never forsake me no matter how many times i disobey u..thanks..

why

2006-01-17T07:26:00.000-08:00

i am sad...my friend got family parents problem so he is going to malaysia wif his mother and brother... but at first he dun wan to tell us but he only tell one of my best friend.. i am so sad..why he dun wan to tell us!!we are friends leh...but i can't blame him..becoz he thought we won't understand de..but i hope he understand we will always be his friends..we are always by your side to support him no matter how bad he is !!doggy mus take good care of yourself ok!! i will miss u de...

birthday

2006-01-06T07:09:00.000-08:00

i feel very sad leh...even though tomorrow is my birthday..i felt something is missing but i really dun noe..jus felt very sad..how???...today got band performance until so late ,i 9 something then reach home so tired...tomorrow still got band..sia leh..and mus reach there at 7.15..i dun feel like going leh ..haiz..

i gonna go back to school!ya!

2006-01-02T20:38:00.000-08:00

haiz..i today did not go to school but i go to see doctor wif my parents to check whether i can go to school already anot!while waiting at the bus stop ,aaron called my hp,he told me that he now at mac wif all the friends..i thought today dun have school...but in the end i found out that actually the school let them have half day to cut hair before they go to school..aiyo..ok!i went to see doctor a...n...d the doctor say i can go to school already becoz the thing have dry up..wahaha...so happie!!but my mum keep saying i cannot eat like seafood and eggs and more for four months...so long..although i noe is good for me but i can't stand it leh..how???sian already..but i still have to be guai ...haiz..and more worst chinese new year is coming...sure got alot of nice food..

2006-01-01T21:55:00.000-08:00

haiz! i still cannot go back to school tomorrow! because my mum dun noe i can go to school anot so i have to go to see doctor tomorrow!so sad!i really miss my friends!and more worst i dun noe how to tell the doctor!ha..wa lau! i quarrel wif my mother again!yesterday 01-01-2006 i also quarrel wif her!aiyo!sad!i really dun like to quarrel wif her...make her so angry and shut until like that..if something happen to her ,i surely regret!GOD give me wisdom ,please!and i will think before i tok! thank you! Amen!

2006-01-01T01:30:00.000-08:00

wow!today is 1st of jan 2006..so fast! school going to reopen on 3/01/05 !so sad! i scared my new classmates! i dun noe will they treat me well becoz only 11 people in my sec 2 class go to another class..i miss 2B..GOD i really need you to guide me along and give me strength,wisdom and knowledge...but...my birthday is coming !!ya!!so happy!haiz!but i cannot eat any of my favourite food example:seafood!! aiyo!so sad!becoz i got chicken pox so cannot eat seafood for four months! sian sia.... so i tell my dad after four months ,he must bring me to eat seafood buffect!!ha...cool..ya!so excited!oh!ya!mus pray for me ok!ha..

a night in chalet

2005-11-12T07:23:00.000-08:00

wake up at 5 something to beg my parents to let me stay overnight at the chalet but still cannot so went back to sleep..then 8 something wake up to eat breakfast and play wif natasia!so chio!wahaha!! then meet zhi yong,fuyu,joseph,meiqi and simin, my mother followed along to help us get a better price for the food!then all of them went to my house except joseph becoz he went back home to take the speaker!then natasia keep playing fuyu!then natasia wan to hug him ,he run away,they had alot of fun..then abt 1.45pm we went to downtown east and wait for my sister to book the chalet luckily can or else i will get scolding !!ha.. then check in the room was so small.. not good de!! but..it's start to rain ..so sad! cannot bbq already..wait until 3 something the rain not so heavy already so some went out to try to start a fire! so difficult sia!but alot of hard work, finally can! all were so happy especially aaron becoz he really put in alot of effort in it!and we start taking out the food!and start our bbq!but whenever the food is put on the plate it will dissapear within few seconds becoz the boys keep eating!!finally miss chong arrive and aaron stop bbq and tok to her and said jus now he abit angry becoz when he saw my mother he call her "auntie"my mum start calling him to pay $10 but actually is my friend wan my mum to collect from them not becoz she pay the food so need to return her money..then i become very sad!that time i was trying to poke the satay sticks into the chicken wing! i had difficulties in poking in becoz of the chicken bone!so not very good...then meiqi say me!then make me more sad!! so i went to the room and watch tv then fuyu saw me so quiet sitting there so came to ask me wat happen then i say nothing lah but really thanks him for showing concern!!then later better already so went to help again!the sky gettng darker and darker!!but excited! then they start to cut cake!so funny!wilson and jiewen dun want to take photo!then later me,peggy,jun wei,zhi yong,aaron ,miss chong and hui wen went to cheers becoz aaron they all wan to buy somthing to drink but only 18 and above then can buy de!but it was closed so walk and walk still cannot find so decided to go outside and buy but hui wen dun want to go!so we went to the opposite bus stop and wait and jun wei find out there is no more bus!sowe walk to another bus stop and went to white sands but we forgot that white sand don have 7-11 so walk and walk ,we walk to a mall and brought wat we want!and jun wei father came to fetch us to downtown east!when we get back to the chalet,simin say something happen to joseph! becoz they went past a old tree and they felt and heard something..and joseph want to go back there!so all of us chase after him!then bring him to sit outside the burger king there! and ask him whether he is all right!he said ok but still very strange!then jie wen call us to go back except him,aaron and fuyu..then abt to go back ,i am thinking of praying for him so i call shi wah to pray him also! but he refused and i say him!and he still dun wan so no choice!and he still can chasing aaron around to beat him 14 times becoz already after 12,it is aaron birthday!wahaha..and he say wan to go and see sun rise!in the end i went back to the chalet! and watch tv!simin was scared!so i sit beside simin and hold her hand to make her not so scared!later i went out,peggy face was very red so huiwen dun allow her to drink anymore!then aaron start to play wif the fire and burn plate!later wilson extinguish the fire ,he was so angry .. and hui wen call him to cool down!peggy also call him but they quarrel! then we call them to play truth or dare!so fun and funny!and also shy!later went back to the room becoz alot of insect... and some sleepy already!i am one of them! ha...later in the room we recieved complaint!finally they stop playing when i laid on the bed simin say she want to bath then i almost fainted! but still bath!so good and cold!not so hot anymore!then later watch tv that time already 5 something i was so hungry! peggy say she also and wan to eat laska so went out then she say cheers still not open so she dun wan to go!then i wan to watch sun rise and let those who want to sleep let them sleep.. then others go and watch sun rise but in the end they dun wan to walk through that park already!except aaron and joseph and more worst there is only two girls that is me and simin..then simin is afraid so dun wan to go but i really wanted to see sun rise! so i followed joseph and aaron!although they say dun go better but i still go becoz i felt GOD will protect me!but i am still abit afraid!so i said i want to stand in the middle! and walk we finally reach.. but it was still very early so we u-turn back to call them to go!but in the end we did not go back by then we all were so tired! and wake guang xiang up becoz he sleep the most! and me and simin go and sleep!she was frightened ... so we decided to chat!! and soon we fall asleep!and hui wen and peggy waked up and keep laughing becoz aaron snoring and others thing!i cannot sleep properly becoz joseph is sleeping near my feet if i make my legs straight, i will kick his face!then abt 8 something we wake up! and soon it is time for checkin out! and we went mac to buy breakfast and take bus ,all the boys except zhi ong, joseph,fuyu and gary awent to play acarde or wat and girls went home!when i get back i went to sleep tht time is only 10 somethin and i sleep until abt 6.20! wow! so long sia!but really very fun!

sad case

2005-10-28T09:22:00.000-07:00

today should be a happy day becoz it is last day of school but to sec 2 is a bad day becoz it is the last time we will be in the same class..everyone was so sad some even cry!so poor thing!but in my class none of us cry becoz we will still be going out together and play!class 2B will always be the best!becoz we are united!no one can beat us!i will never forget those percious moment we have together...NEVER!

pass chinese

2005-10-25T23:28:00.000-07:00

ya! GOD really bless me! i did not get zero for my chinese compo!i get 20 over 50! at least i get some marks!ha.. actually i will fail chinese as my paper 2 marks not very good also luckily i still got listening exam from either term 1 or 2 to help me! i get full marks for it!20/20 so i did pass! so happy!

Free!!

2005-10-16T19:35:00.000-07:00

finally exams was over!but.......so sian! nothing to do or watch !!!feel like renting some show and watch but the worst thing is i don have extra money!how???now i am very worried abt my exams! will i pass??? i believe GOD surely will bless me!!so i should not be scared!!wonder wat is the average marks i will get for all the subject?? will it be very high??ha...

i need GOD to help me!

2005-10-07T05:26:00.000-07:00

how?today i make a big mistake on my chinese paper 1!! the composition!i forget to write my qusetion number and like tht the marker will take it as question 1 which is not i am writing! that means it is out of point!all now i could hope is that GOD will help me!or else i will fail my chinese paper!or even worse get ZERO then i could not get all my subject to pass!and it suppose to be a continues writing compo then i wrote into a nornml writng compo..hope the marker will be a very kind teacher and he or she will just minus a few mark!!so everyone who see my blog mus keep me in prayer!thanks!

should it be a happy or sad day???

2005-09-12T05:05:00.000-07:00

wow!so first! it was starting of term 4 first day...so tired!but i am very happy wif my holidays! so fun! but too bad still have to go band!now is term 4 i need to work harder! to stike good results!but i could not only depend on myself ,i need to depend on GOD too!I'M sure he surely will bless me!and give wisdom and knowledge~!!ya!!

My BS group

2005-08-20T10:17:00.000-07:00

today is a very fun day my B.S group is having fellowship & food day! so fun! all my B.S friends is present!ya! so happie!and they bring alot of food!especially brownie that glory baked! yummy !!yummy! and also banana cheese cake that baked by rachel's mother! it was so delicious! we gals enjoy it very much and we shared testimonial among us that how GOD have help us through all the day! he is forever wif us no matter where we are!!And boys from other groups came into our room and wish to have some of the food! they were so funny sia!!..

NC superstar

2005-08-08T06:24:00.000-07:00

woo!!! i will never forget today because is my school singing compeition final ! so excited!because i am one of them !ha...but it is a group category!i did try solo but i could not get into the final but at least i did get into the semi-final...ha..and most important my group have get into the final!the clock seems running very first soon it was our turn! but i don feel scared but excited it believe that GOD has bless me and give me the strength!and finally results is out,we only get consolation prize but it is a medal ha..worth it!!i think all the contestants enjoy athough some did not get 1st ,2nd or 3rd...may be bacause we felt all of us already are winners!!!and we became very good friends because of this compeition...

a sad and happy day!!!

2005-07-08T07:20:00.000-07:00

today wake up at 5.45 to read my bible because yesterday night i did not read!just call si min they all still wif aaron they all so good! too bad i cannot go...so sad! they should be having alot of fun right!!!!really very sad!so tired! yesterday so late then sleep!ya! tomorrow got XYQ! so cool!! ha..

MuMmy birthday!!!

2005-06-11T18:44:00.000-07:00

ya!! today is mummy birthday! so happy!my kor kor,jie jie and me shared money to buy her a korea show VCD!!my mum like it!!now my brother is playing the piano, me while using internet waiting for my sister to come home wif her bf... don noe how is that guy character !is it funny or boring??? ha..ha... is it that kind of hua hua gong zi!! ha...

a super happy day!!

2005-06-07T22:34:00.000-07:00

ya! yesterday after tution, i quickly chnge my clothes and go and meet my friends at compass point!!guess wat! we are going to orchard!ya!!! so happie! andmy dad give me $50 to shop! we went alot of places but i did not buy anything..i spend $5-$15 on neo-print only!ha... the guys were so funny sia! also very playful ! i almost lost my wallet! i put at mac luckily GOD bless me ! the manager take it! hoo!!!si min brought a bag actually she call me to buy but i already have one which is different from hers ,i scared my mum or dad will nag so i did not buy! after that i was so regret sia!! hope soon i can go to orchard later i take taxi to kk to visit my grandma, she had a operation on monday morning!! and she don like to eat hospital food so my mum cook then bring it to hospital for her!

a happie day!!!

2005-06-03T13:25:00.000-07:00

today take care of nana brother..he is so playful sia! then me very tired ,stll need to take care of him! ya! afternoon go out wif si min! so fun ! we go and buy assement books!then take neo-print! then go to mini toons! we buy stickers got four-leaf clover! so nice!we paste it at our handphone!! so cute!now stop here!btw i also message him to forgive but he still did not reply! so sad!! CRIED but i believe one day he will forgive me de! now stop here and go and bath!! so smelling! then be a good girl go and eat dinner then go into the room to study!bb

waiting for you to forgive me!!

2005-05-29T18:05:00.000-07:00

yo! today is a wonderful day!go to church in the morning!! so tired sia! waiting for my dear sister to come home!!ha... lying at my bed listening to my favourite songs ..wow!! that's cool ..ha...ha...suddenly become so sad because i remember i still having a cold war wif my friends plus kor(didi)he is my best friend but that time i give him tat kind of attitude and face then he very angry wif me!!!don noe y when i quarrel wif him, i am so sad!!so hope he don be angry wif me anymore!please forgive me!!! i noe i am wrong already!!i promise not to scold u anymore and give u that atttude anymore!!i really still want to be your friend!! SORRY!!!

sleeping stephanie

2005-03-29T17:14:00.000-08:00

today such a tired day! !don noe why keep sleeping in class!felt so shuai after sleeping ha..ha..then go home watch ge tou tian wang!!so nice sia!tony sun so handsome!!ha....shit!exams is coming soon!!really must study already!!ha..i must work hard!aiyo!tomorrow got band prac!so miss my clarinet !!ha..2907!!ha..

yo! what up!!

2005-03-03T17:13:00.000-08:00

AiyO!today so happie!today is nigel birthday!!!because of his wish, Mr cHan did not punish us!!ha!!so happie!more surprise me is fu yu and aaron fight leh!!!so violent sia! i try to stop them but they very strong leh! can't push them away!!!so scary sia!aaron and fu yu after fighting ,still can smile leh!can't stand them!!but they still friends!luckily God bless!

ClArInEtS sEcTiOn Is tHe BeSt!

2004-12-29T14:43:00.000-08:00

Tonight very early go to band now very tired!but i still want to write..after band senior and junior clarinet players go to lunch together!so cool!i walk very fast so i walk in front don noe why i turn into a tour guide!my senior say why tour guide don do head count! so i say ah..1 ah..2..ah..123! so head count finish loh! ha.. they can't stop laughing ! we go to popular ! then the shop was filled wif laughter ..then people who work at popular come and scold us! then i felt so strange! are we in the library!ha..ha..

ToDay cAnnot go ouT so sTay aT hOme Loh!i nEed to be a guAi GirL gIrl today because i keep going out out on sat!later at evening i am going to church

2004-12-25T21:24:00.000-08:00

ToDay cAnnot go ouT so sTay aT hOme Loh!i nEed to be a guAi GirL gIrl today because i keep going out out on sat!later at evening i am going to church because today have paRenTs ApPreCiAtiOn daY! tat's cooL!!ha..but my parents not christian so did not go!!now so hungry!waiting for my mum to come home wif my lunch!ya!common test finally finish!but idon't noe how to do all the test leh!surely fail all de!but i hope at least pass 5 subject!!!God please bless me ok!!

happy

2004-12-04T14:58:00.000-08:00

Yo!! today wake up Late so reach church also quite late already..today my cousin joyce did not go to church because she has go for holiday wif his family..very good right!! so in church more quiet.. ha..now still very tied because yesterday 1 o'clock then sleep.. by the way ,yesterday i went out wif my aunt .. we go bugis juncion to buy things.. she bought me a necklance very nice and sweet..ha.. then we go to grandma house for dinner then went t0 charis methodist church for a donation concert .they sings and play very well.. i like the performance... tomorrow going to youth camp ya.. surely very nice ha.. time to stop bye!

tired day

2004-11-08T17:50:00.000-08:00

Yo!! such a tired day..today wake up at 5 something ..then 6.40 meet candy and go to my wonderful and nice primary school to help the choir to put on make-up..but nobody want me to help them because i say don noe how to put so ,my propose turn into making them laugh..ha.. cool..then i go rivervale mall to eat breakfast plus lunch.. the delifrence potato not nice..YuCks!!! late already bye!!

common test! so stress

2004-02-22T15:10:00.000-08:00

yo!so sTrEes SiA!coMmon teSt weEk!i want to knock on to the wall already!if i fAIL ,surely die de!my mum will nag non stop!faint already!how!!tomorrow got science and geograpy test,now better goand study!stop here bye!!

A hapPie & sAd daY!

2004-02-08T14:46:00.000-08:00

ya! today already new year eve!tomorrow is new year!ha..ha..can take hong bao!today after eating reunion dinner,my mum call back to my grandma and find out that my grandma like only left last breath!we whole family rush there!luckily my sister is nurse she noe wat happen to her..then my ssiter call my aunt to bring her to hospital or else without the medicine ,she won't live until the next day!so my grandma was send to hospital!finally my grandma was all right!ya!praise the lord!

2001-11-14T13:32:00.000-08:00

Today after church went to winnie te pooh and the perfect Day!! so nice...winnie the pooh is so cute!! i luv it!!then my aunt bring my two sweet cousins to the road safety exhibitions.. we queue up abt 2 hours to ride bicycle.. my back very pain...but see them cycling very cute .and funny..ha.i bring one of my cousin to toilet,she tell me she want to shit , i was shock! luckily have toilet paper at there! AND first time i clean a baby butt side.ha! After tat we want to go home.. when i reach my aunt car ..one of my cousin seem very quiet..then my uncle say she want to sleep already.. then she talk to us . few seconds later we found her she has already sleep...when i reach home!! i was very very tired!!

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